Disclosure Statement
Well, I've been keeping this page for over a year now. I wonder if anyone even reads it? Oh well. Anyhow, I wanted this page to let people see me, and my every day (or however often I update it) life, and my feelings on things. I realize it's pretty personal, but I will hope that people aren't quick to judge, and use things like this against me. Anyhow.. I have all the past entries saved, so you can read those as well. =) Check out my people page to figure out who I'm talking about in my diary entries.
Past months entries
May 97 - June 97 - July 97 - August 97 - September 97 - October 97 - January 98 - February 98
March 98 - April 98 - May 98 - June 98 - July 98 - August 98 - September 98 - October 98
November 98 - December 98 - January 99 - February 99 - March 99 - April 99 - May 99
June 99 - July 99 - August 99 - September 99 - October 99 - November 99
Tuesday, December 14, 1999 - 9:55 PM
Welp, it seems like it's been awhile since I've updated, though I guess it hasn't been *that* long. Things are going alright, I guess. I've been pretty damn busy with school work and stuff. So that keeps me busy mostly.
Yesterday, I finally took my Psych final. And I turned in my English essay. So my classes from last semester are *finished* YAY :) I'm so happy. Yesterday, I also got myself caught up in Micros, and I went to Sociology, and finally got my damn take-home essay, which everyone else got last week. :( Oh well though. It's due tomorrow, but she said I could turn it in on Thursday if I need to. Tomorrow I have my finals for Micros at 3:00, and then I have Soc at the normal time, 5:30. So that should be loads of fun, lemme tell you. Not. ;)
I'm still staying at Mom's.. As usual. We've gotta come up with a compromise soon though, I swear! Before we both lose our minds. I haven't been doing much, really. Talk on the phone to several people, like Jason T., Jason D., and Kyle, and talked to Cilla and snaut a couple of times. That's about it. Between that, school work, and Carrie, I'm a pretty busy girl.
The weather is getting colder. Of course, that's to be expected at this time of year, especially in Montana. There's snow outside. I like snow... The first time a year it snows. After that it's just cold and a pain ;) *sigh* Think I'll survive? :)
I missed school all of last week, so I missed registration. So that sucks. So I need to talk to them to find out if I can still register or if I have to wait for the beginning of January to do so. If so, all the classes I want will be taken I'm sure. Not that I'm even aware of what classes I want. Hrm..
I haven't seen James for awhile. :( I've been so busy, and he's been busy too, I think. That or it's just me. I dunno. I miss hanging out with the guy. James? You reading this?! We'll hang out after finals, I promise! :P
Jon was supposed to come in town this last weekend, but he cancelled on me. :( He was sick, or is sick, I guess. So that sucks. I was looking forward to hanging out with him, though the weekend/week has been hectic. Maybe it's just as well.
Also, I've had a bad toothache.. and the tooth is abcessed. :( I'm so scared of dentists, but anyway, I have an appointment Friday morning to have the tooth pulled. *Eek* Feel bad for me, okay? :P
Hrm, what else can I ramble about? I'm not even sure. MUST FIND SOMETHING!
Still haven't taken Carrie back to the mall yet to see Santa, will have to do that very soon. Carrie's running around in her walker a lot these days, seems to be her favorite activity. That and pulling herself up in her crib to stand. UH OH. I'm gonna be in trouble soon! She'll be walking before I know it, and I'll spend all my time chasing after her, and hell, I spend enough time doing that while she's in the walker ;) And if she's really walking, it'll be worse. ;) OH NO :) hehehe, she's so adorable, I love her so much!
Ran into Ginger the other day at Country Harvest. I swear, one of these days, I'm really gonna call her. I told her I'd call her once finals are over. So that's James and Ginger I need to call. *Marks that down on the 'To-Do' list* Anyway..
Hrm, you know.. I'm probably writing about stuff I've already written about, but didn't bother to check. Oops.
Been working on my Christmas cards.. (Yay) and I got some sent out, but I have lots more to do. Ugh. :) I wish I was better with sending mail, but I absolutely love Christmas cards, for some bizarre reason. I bet you all think I'm weird.. But that's only because I am. ;)
Okay, I really cannot think of another damn thing to write about. So perhaps I should just quit writing and work on other parts of my page. BYEBYE! :)
Friday, December 10, 1999 - 12:36 AM
Okay, so it's barely Friday, but oh well. I'm probably gonna be up all night because I have to study for my Psych test. I have *got* to take it tomorrow... er today? heh, Jon will be in town as well.. at 12 PM or something, sometime around then. So that should be interesting. Anyway, not much to write about..
Tuesday, December 7, 1999 - 10:43 PM
Ahh, today has been a hectic day. I did not get enough sleep last night, so that sucked, I was working on my paper, and then this morning, I had an appointment with Lynn that I almost forgot. I woke up late, barely had time to get Carrie up, fed, and dressed before Lynn was here. Went with Lynn for two hours. We went to Applebee's and ate, basically. Came home, scrambled for a baby-sitter. Finally asked Shawn, since he was home for the day, due to the fact that his glasses broke. He's getting new ones tomorrow. And tomorrow is a new day, and I'll be scrambling again. I hate it. :(
After class, Terry gave me a ride home, only we had to run by her place first to loan a friend of hers a can of formula, then pick up Foster, and then head to the grocery store, before I could make it home. I was worried Shawn would be mad, since he was baby-sitting, but it worked out okay. Came home, the phone rang as I was walking through the door, it was Jason D. Talked with him awhile, played with Carrie, got online for a bit, etc. Fed Carrie dinner, put her to bed. Uhm.. not much else. Need to start working on my paper again. I hate it and despise it. Blah.
Monday, December 6, 1999 - 12:27 PM
I am so tired. I did not get nearly enough sleep last night, but life goes on, right? :) And I still dont' know who's gonna baby-sit for me today, it seems likely that no one will. I must find someone for this week because I have so much shit to do. Eek. It sucks. :( I think I'm gonna start writing my Christmas cards soon.. lala. I'm rambling about stupid shit :)
Yesterday, since I forgot to write about it at 3 AM :) Mom and I went to the mall, to take Carrie to get her picture taken with Santa. She was so adorable, in a purple velvet romper, with the white around the sleaves and collar like Santa has.. Hrm.. Anyway, we also went to get her first pair of shoes. So we saw Santa, passed by him, was looking at shoes. By the time we finally got done with *that*, Santa was gone! Can you believe that? :) The nerve of the guy.. *laugh* I dunno, so I guess Carrie's gonna have to go back another day. But we had fun shopping. She now has shoes and cowboy boots *ducks*, and um.. an outfit to sleep in on Christmas Eve, and matching socks, and a Christmas bib.. a hair band that she apparently wanted to eat in the store.. *laugh* and a nightgown because it was sooooo adorable, I couldn't resist. Maybe some other stuff, I can't remember. :) Welp, bye!
Monday, December 6, 1999 - 3:02 AM
I should not be awake, and yet I am. Mom and I have been attempting to work on my paper for English for hours now. I still haven't even started to write it, it's just getting all the facts and ideas. So that's where I'm at now. Mom's going out of town tomorrow, so I'll have to work on it by myself this week. It's due by next Monday, plus I have to study for my Psych final and take that by next Monday as well. And I have no baby-sitter at the moment. So that's slightly problematic. :P Anyway, I'm dead tired, and I'm thinking I should get to bed, and work on my paper more tomorrow, so bye. :)
Saturday, December 4, 1999 - 4:49 PM
Welp, yesterday I went to the dentist, due to the fact that I was in pain. I have an abcessed tooth, so they prescribed me codeine and anti-biotics.. Which is much fun. Not really, but oh well. Came home yesterday and took my codeine, 1000 mg, which did not make me pass out! Which is good, because I had Carrie to attend to. After that I only take 500 mg every 10 - 12 hours.. and I've been taking my anti-biotics every 6 hours. Yay. So that's that. Got Carrie this outfit that I've been wanting to get her for awhile.. It's a little big, size 18 months, but I think she'll be able to wear it. Lord knows she doesn't *need* anymore Christmas outfits, but oh well. :)
Today Jenny and Destiny came and picked me and Carrie up to head out to Jenny's aunts house. They held the baby shower for Kylee there. First time I got to see Kylee!@ She is sooo tiny. I swear, I don't think Carrie was ever *that* small. And they said Kylee's gained weight. I dunno. She slept almost the entire time. Met some of Jenny's family that I hadn't met before, and Carrie had a good time playing with Jenny's aunt and the wrapping paper and eating a little iciing. Talked with Destiny awhlie and with Jenny too, of course. Destiny's got a lot to deal with soon enough. She's doing better since her accident, though walking is still painful for her. She has a lot of physical therapy to endure still. Poor girl.
Not much else is going on in my life. That's about it. I need to write my paper for English class though. Badly. It's gotta be done in like a week and a half. :( Ick. I hate falling behind. I also need to study for my Psych test. YUCK :)
Thursday, December 2, 1999 - 3:25 PM
So I got up way too early, due to the fact that I couldnt' sleep, and then Mom and I went to my appointment, which went fine, then we went to the bank so I could deposit my check, then to Country Harvest to get food.. And Ginger was working, and so was Nick, and then I realized Justin works there too. Haven't seen any of them in a long long time. They said Carrie was cute, of course. Then we went to WalMart for something or other, and I got Carrie another Christmas present, go figure.. and um.. then to pay my lot payment, and then back here. And Carrie's taking a nap so i'm just here. Yay.
Wednesday, December 1, 1999 - 12:44 PM
Welp, just updating my pages, and starting a new month. It's a pain but life goes on. Sometimes I wonder why I bother. But oh well. I'm talking to Jason D. on the phone right now and probably boring the hell out of him with my lack of html skills. Fear that. :) I'm also talking on AIM to a couple of people, 'cause I'm neat. Anyway.. I'm getting interesting signatures in my guest book.. Probably because I'm listed on losers.org now. They think I'm a loser@! Yay me. :) It's great. ;) Must run :)
updated last: 12/14/99
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