Saturday, 6-14-97
Eek!$#@ I guess I kind of forgot to write.. or something like that =) So much has been going on it isn't even funny. ;p I haven't even really been home all that much so I guess I totally forgot to even think of updating my page. And I haven't been on irc all that much either. Anyway, so much has happened, and I don't even know where to start! Well, lets see. Chalon and I got together on Thursday, June 8th. She came over and stayed the night, and wouldn't you know, Chris just happened to call. Although I didn't tell him that she was here. He professed his undying 'love' for me some
more. ;p And then Friday night she stayed again :) And me and her went out with Chris' uncle Jimmerz. It was pretty fun =) And then Saturday night I went and stayed at her house, which was pretty cool. On Sunday morning I went with Chalon and Channa (Chalon's sister) to their parents resturaunt and helped work. I guess they are giving me a job there. Should be interesting =) And then Sunday night, I stayed the night with Chalon again =) on Monday, Chalon had to go to drivers ed and I went to her parents resturaunt with her mom. Later Chalon came and we went to Chalon's house, then Jimmerz came and picked us up and took us out. He brought his kids with us, Brittany, John, and Andrew (i think that's his name). We were headed to my house so I could get some more clothes and stuff, and we saw Chris' truck. Chalon and I freaked out! hehe, and Chris saw Jimmerz truck and pulled into the Mini Mart, then he saw me and Chalon *together* and he looked like he saw a ghost. It was pretty funny. Chalon and I got out of the truck and totally yelled at him. he said he had been at my house about an hour before that and that really made me mad. Anyway, then Chalon, and me, and Jimmerz, and his kids went out to the go-carts, and to pizza hut and out to ice cream, and then he took me and Chalon back to Chalon's. Where we stayed another night. In the morning, Chalon had drivers ed again, so Chalon's mom took her there and dropped her off, and then took me to my house and dropped me off. Only Chris' truck was in front of my house. *EEEK* So I went inside, and he wasn't in the living room, so I took my stuff in my room (he wasn't in there either). So I went downstairs to my mom's room and there he was sound asleep on her bed. =) And I woke him up and we talked a little, and he called his girlfriend, Erin Owens, and broke up with her. *eeK* And so then he and I spent the day together, and he stayed the night that night (this was Tuesday, and NO, there was NO SEX ;p) Then on Wednesday, my friend Jenny Freeman and Steve Carter showed up and wanted to go do something. So Chris said he had some stuff he had to do also, so he left and I left with Jenny and Steve. I spent the day with Jenny (we dropped Steve off with Josh) and then Jazmen and Mandy showed up. Shawna came with us for awhile and us girlz just went and hung out and cruised around awhile. Talking and stuff =) Then we took Shawna home, and we were driving by the Holiday (a little store) and Chris' truck was parked there. So Jenny stopped and me and Mandy and Jazmen went inside. Chris' little brother Billy came in and gave me a big hug and spun me around, and then he gave me another big hug. And he also told me that Mandy was hot and to hook him up *Grin* But I don't think that'll work out =) Cause Mandy loves little T.J. to death =) But anyway (that's another story). I asked Chris "I thought you were gonna go to my house tonight" (not like I was there though *laff*) and he said "I stopped by about an hour ago.. we were gonna take you to the
movies" oops. Oh well huh? :) And then we agreed to meet at my house in an hour. So we went back to Jenny and Josh's house, and then Mandy, Jazmen, and
me walked over to JB's to get coffee and pop (or soda or whatever). So we sat there and talked about the guyz we love and stuff, and just had good old girl talk =) Then we headed back to Jenny's and Jenny took me home to meet Chris. I was 20 minutes late, but it didn't matter cause he was 2 hours late. I was soo mad =) but I ended up forgiving him. Then Chris and I went out for a bit, and then we came back to my house and he stayed the night again. On Thursday, me and Chris spent most of the day together. There's a little carnival in town
(tonight is Saturday, I think it's over now.. not sure though) and we went to this carnival with Chris' brother Bill and his sister Stephanie. It was pretty cool. My friend Jennifer Lightner was there, so was Shawna, and we also saw
Chalon and Channa. There were other people there but I can't think of all who. I rode the Zipper a few times with Chris, Jennifer, and Steph. It was pretty kewl. Then Chris and I got into a *huge* argument and he took me home. Then we made up and he left and came back over later (he was only 20 minutes late this time) Then he stayed the night again. Friday morning (yesterday) Chris and I slept until like 6 pm (did I mention that I'm sick? :p) And then we got into *another* argument. Sooo... Chris left to go 'out to his parents house' and
then he called to tell me that his tire blew and he was stuck out there. And he told me he was really really sorry about earlier.. and *blah blah* Then Erin called (the girl he broke up with from my house) and she told me how he was trying to get back together with her.. and I mean.. just all kinds of stuff. And then Chris showed up where Erin was at, and Erin told him off kuz of all the stuff me and her talked about. So now he's being a total jerk again, and I'm pretty sure that all he has been telling me is a bunch of bull.. GAWD!!^#! HE MAKES ME SO MAD!$#@!# But anyway, so Erin asked if I wanted to get together tonight to go look for hot guyz.. but I don't know where she is at the moment. So we'll see what happens. *Sigh* :) Chris makes me sooooooo mad. And sorry if this whole paragraph has made no sense ;p
Sunday, 6-22-97
Eeek again!! This time it's partially my fault, and partially computer fault... although I'm probably the one who screwed up the computer.. *laff* Well lets see.. Where to start? Grr.. brb phone. Ok, back again. That night, Erin and I never got together, though she called me and told me she had had to babysit. The next day she called me (on the 15th (duh)) and asked me if I wanted to go to the lake. I heard guys talking in the backround so I asked her, "Who's over there?" and she replied "Chris and Levi, they want to know if me and you want to go to the lake with them" WTH?!?! ok, now of all the weird games Chris has played with me, I'm thinking, This is definatly the most wacked. But I was dying to find out what was going on. I had Erin put Chris on the phone and he asked me if I wanted to go to the lake. I asked him how he planned on juggling *two* girls at the same time, in the same place. He said he wasn't. I asked if that meant he'd chosen Erin. (like trying to rub it in my face..?) and he replied no, and that he was on his
way to pick me up. Then I totally freaked out. ;) 'Oh gawd, what is going on' =) Well, Chris showed up, and I had to sit next to him in the truck (oh joy) And we went to the lake. Erin didn't go swimming, but I did, and so did Chris and Rocky and Levi. Rocky threw me in, dang jerk ;) But that's ok it was fun. Then we took Erin home, and then we took Levi home, and then Rocky, Chris, and I went down on drag. (Have I ever mentioned that I *hate* drag? Well I love it now =))) So I sat in the truck for most of the time. Then Jenifer Frankforter showed up, and that wasn't a good thing. Her and I used to be good friends, but she was all mad at me and wanting to kick my ass. And I wasn't in the mood for fights. Finally I got out of the truck, and Jenifer wasn't talking to me, so it all worked out. I was talking to some of the people with Jenifer though. Then a bunch of us all got together and went out in the woods 4x4ing and stuff ;) But I was mad when I found out Jenifer was there too. Well me and Jenifer talked and we worked out our problems and we're friends again. Anyway, that night, Chris, Jenifer, and Steve Lindsay stayed at my house. The next night we all went out to drag again, and Chris, Jenifer, Steve, Monica, Chet, Sharee, and Tim stayed at my house. which ticked me off cause they were being dumb idiots (eg. letting my dog out when they shouldn't have, and leaving my house a *total* mess). oh well. Then we all went out again the next night and Chris, Jenifer, and Steve stayed. And the night after that Chris, Jenifer, Steve, and Nick
stayed. We stayed home the next night, went out the night after that, and last night, I stayed home. And Jenifer went out with some people. And Chris and Steve went to some party out by York (I know you guys don't know where that's at but oh well) Lets see, all in all Jenifer kicked some Stacey girls ass, and then Steve kicked Bill Longacher's ass, and Steve Rummel kicked Rocky's ass. Oh gawd, I wish I had a picture of Steve Rummel for you. He is like 6'10" or 6'11" and he's so tough it's scary. I'm always telling him I'm gonna beat his ass, and when he lightly pushes me I go flying. lol, and he was picking me and chris up at the same time with one arm. *dang* :) He's cool though. Chris and I are getting along ok, although we've had a few arguments. And Jenifer and I almost got into a fight the other night. And Steve Lindsay and Chris almost got in a fight, and I got in the middle and told Steve he needed to settle down, or he'd have to fight me first. Of course, he wouldn't do that, he just kinda
pushed me outta the way. Chris was mad at me for getting in the imddle of it *Shrug* too bad, so sad huh? Anyway, Jenifer was the one who called and we're supposed to go down on drag tonight and see everyone. Should be fun. So later =)) (*Sigh* I really love Chris a lot. What's gonna happen..? :/)
Monday, 6-23-97
You know what. There is this guy named Chris that really confuses the hell out of me. *Sigh* I never made it to drag last night, although Jenifer did. She was supposed to have someone come get me, but that never happened. Damn I need my license. Anyway, she called me today and said that she was sorry that no one came, but that when she asked, everyone said they had no gas, and then they all went way out in damn Austin to party. Yah, talk about no gas... And then I asked her if Chris and Steve had been on drag last night, and she said yes, and that they had been at the party too. *UGH* So much for him telling me that he was coming back to my house for the night, so he could go to bed early so he could go job hunting this morning. Then today, he calls me. At 6 pm. (gee, just a *few* hours late... *Rolls eyes*) And what he told me.. ugh.. He told me that he doesn't want to see me tonight. *ouch* He said that over and over. I told him that I had been planning on going on
drag tonight. He said that he plans on being there and asked me not to go. I asked him what was going on, and why he wouldn't want to see me, since he's been claiming he's in love with me. He said he is in love with me, he just doesn't want to see me, and that he'll be pissed if I show up on drag tonight. I asked him if there is some other girl he's trying to get on, and he said no. I asked him if he planned on going drinking tonight, and he said yes. Then he told me that he 'promises' that tomorrow he'll come over and it'll be just him and me
all day. I kept saying "Yah right Chris.. Whatever.. Yah." and he said that he's taking me out to dinner. *Sigh* I doubt I'll even see him. What
kind of love is this? :/ He said that the reason he doesn't wanna see me tonight is that we've been arguing a lot lately and he wants to get away from it. TerryAna called me tonight and asked if I wanted to go with her and Ben on drag tomorrow night. I told her that if Chris doesn't show tomorrow then I will. That'll be the second time this week that Chris has ditched me and I
showed up on drag with his friends. Boy won't that be exciting. Chris gets all jealous if I'm out with another guy, or even if I *talk* to another guy, yet he
thinks that it shouldn't bug me at all no matter what he's doing. *Shakes head* Sometimes things just make no sense at all.. But one thing is for sure, I really
love him. Other than that, Erin called wanting to know if I wanted to do something tonight, Chalon called asking what i'm doing thursday, and Jill called just to talk. I've been pretty bored. But I will *not* stay away from drag for Chris after tonight. If he wants to ignore me, I can't let him stop me from having a life too. *Shrug*
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