March 1998

Sunday, 3-1-98
Hrm, I'm kind of cheating here.. Really it's only 11:42 pm on February 28th, but hell, I figured that short time difference didn't matter.. considering =) So now I'm finally done making the february page.. *such a pain* and I have a whole new month to write in.. Maybe I'll actually remember this time ;) Chris is still out of town which sucks severly.. I wish he was around. But no luck. I've been thinking of getting ahold of Jenny to see what she and Josh are up to, but I guess I kinda waited to long, now that it's close to midnight. If it wasn't for her having a baby, I'd call, but Kalob is probably sleeping and I wouldn't want to wake him up. So now I have nothing to do at all. Lovely huh? Kind of like the story of my life for the most part I think. But I'll survive.. Shawn is home, Ric is not, which is fine with me. Kinda got into an argument with him earlier, in which I called him an asshole, and he went and told on me like a 2 year old. I mean, he's 19 years old. Why the hell is he tattling for me swearing at him/calling him names? *Please*. But nothing I can do about it, and mom of course took his side, and I got lectured. *Sigh*

I've been reading lots lately.. that's about all I do. It's getting boring, and I'm running outta books!%$#! I've been reading my brother's DragonLance books.. I'm thinking of borrowing this one book from the series, called the "Chronicals" I think, and it's like *huge*. It'll probably have been the biggest book I have ever read when I'm done with it (if I'm ever done with it ;) But so far neither Ric or Shawn have had any clue where it's at right now. So back to boredom. I reread some of my favorite DragonLance books.. But hell, how many times can you re-read the same books over and over again? *Shakes head* I'm going nuts.. nothing to do, this town sucks, plus there's *snow* outside, and it's supposed to be getting warmer.. =) (Please don't mind me while I bitch, thank you ;) Levi Armstrong called me a couple of times the other day.. Was talking about his ex-girlfriend Erin Owens, and a friend Brian, and Chris, and all kinds of stuff, fights, parties, drinking.. blah blah. It was kind of neat to hear from him, but I'll admit, I couldn't think of anything to say. Although I think I should get ahold of Erin sometime, because I haven't talked to her in a long time. I hope everything's going alright with her, especially since her and Levi broke up.. We'll see. That's something else I'll have to remember to do during daylight hours ;) *grins* Enough of this stupid rambling.. =)

Tuesday, 3-3-98
Things are going okay. Today is Tuesday, on Sunday night I went out with Chris and we went to Mike and Missy's house and I stayed over there.. Missy got a puppy that's real cute.. Mike dyed his hair *Shakes head* But anyway, then yesterday we went to the mall, out to get something to eat, out to Chris' parents house (where Bill asked if Chris and I would like to double date this weekend I guess) and then rented a couple of movies and we came here to watch them.. It was an alright evening, I wasn't feeling all that great though. Anyhow, I don't know what I'm doing today, I just woke up..

Friday, 3-6-98
I'm fairly bored.. Chris has drills this weekend.. he has to be there at 7 pm and it's 6:42 right now. He left here a few minutes ago.. =) Today was fairly boring, I didn't do much of anything. On Wednesday I went to work with my mom. It was lots of fun. And we scanned like 98734 pics and just fooled around most of the day. I stopped at the library for a bit too. Then Chris came over and I went with him and Bill and we went to Kelly Flansas house, and then took Bill home and came back here.. Then Chris went home. Yesterday (Thursday) Chris came over and we went out to his grandmother's house and watched a couple of movies.. nothing major but it was fun. Then he stayed the night with me. =) Woi ;)

Sunday, 3-15-98
Gee, what can I say about my messed up life? On Friday, (the 13th) I got a phone call from the police station, a detective wanted to speak with me. Turns out Karrie and James are accusing me of stealing their checks, yet again, and writing bad checks. This time not to K-mart, I don't know where to. Anyhow, I haven't even spoken to, or seen Karrie since August so I know she doesn't think I really did it. Basically she got herself in trouble, and I was a person she could blame. Talk about a shitty deal. The detective is coming to see me tomorrow morning so we can discuss what all I know about Karrie and blah blah. I was hoping Chris would be here with me, but I don't know if he will now. Turns out he's been busy with a lot of things, and is now faced with a fairly big problem. I can't, and don't want, to put what that is here, but I don't know if we'll be together anymore. I feel like I'm dying inside. I'm staying fairly cheerful considering, but only because I refuse to get upset. Reality hasn't hit me yet either. I wish I could understand, *why*. We were supposed to be happy, and things were going so great.. only now... Oh well, dwelling on it isn't going to change things. So now things are kind of at a toss up. Chris leaves for California April 1st, so I don't know if I'll even see him again after that. Or what. *Sigh* Anyhow, Mom's out of town visiting Don, he gets to go home tomorrow. Woi :) I hope I get to see him soon =) She'll be home next weekend. Welp, it's nice outside, and I'm going out ;) later =)


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