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Saturday 09/14/2002 - 12:49 pm
Likes/Loves

  • Carrie Lynn, my beautiful daughter. I love her so much, and I always will.
  • The few friends of mine, who have been true friends to me since day one. You know who you are.
  • Laying around, talking, cuddling, and laughing all night with someone who's a good friend.
  • Photography.
  • The moon, when it shines red.
  • Strawberries, Strawberry Shortcake, anything that's strawberry.
  • Hot, sunny days.
  • My cat, Samantha (Sam) whom I loved dearly, and I miss terribly.
  • Lilies, my favorite flowers, especially stargazer lilies.
  • The way roses smell.
  • The way the lilacs in my mom's backyard look and smell.
  • Most other flowers.
  • FLICKR!@
  • All of my friends, who I adore, and who have touched my life in various ways.
  • Memories of the good times of my life.
  • My family, and all the support they've given me.
  • Reading and writing poetry.
  • My livejournal.
  • Music.
  • Sleeping in.
  • Being up late at night.
  • Being happy.
  • Memories.
  • Harry Potter.
  • Lily, our newest brat puppy.
  • Sitting in front of a fire on a cold winter day.
  • Snowball fights.
  • Alicia and Brittany Watkinson, who I used to baby-sit for.
  • Stuffed animals.
  • Mashed potatoes and ground meat and gravy.
  • Harley Davidsons.
  • Watching the stars, and looking for shooting stars.
  • Rainbows.
  • My first dog, Dixie, who I miss and love very much.
  • Shadow, another of our dogs that is now gone..
  • Ebbie, Mom's obnoxious dog.
  • Lynn, my therapist.
  • Lord of the Rings
  • Reading.
  • Writing.
  • Sunrises and sunsets.
  • Real people.
  • Lightning storms.
  • Our cat Charm, who moved in with us after living on her own for a long while.
  • Computers.
  • Working on my webpage.
  • The way it smells after a rainstorm.
  • Mountain Dew.
  • Cuddling. Being held.
  • Dolphins.
  • Firsts.
  • Christmas.
  • Lacy, the cat that Chris got me.
  • Dreaming.
  • Making things with stained glass.
  • Decorating cakes.
  • Valentines Day, when you have someone special to share it with.
  • Dragons. Books that involve dragons.
  • Driving.
  • Singing.
  • Hugs.
  • People who accept me as I am, without any questions.

Dislikes
  • Early mornings.
  • Insensitive people, who refuse to attempt to understand.
  • People who use people.
  • Cheating in relationships. Betrayal.
  • Fingers on a chalkboard. Or even cardboard being ripped up. Each give me the chills.
  • Depression.
  • Arguing with someone who's just as stubborn as I am.
  • Rumors and gossip.
  • "Friends", who aren't true friends.
  • My own insecurity.
  • How boring Montana is.
  • Watching people I care about getting caught up in drugs.
  • The way Mom's dog barks at nothing, for hours.
  • Feeling like a complete failure.
  • Being termed a "slut".
  • Attemping to let go of the past, and not being able to.
  • Rape. Having been raped.
  • Abuse. Whether it be phsyical, mental, sexual, emotional, or verbal.
  • Cold weather.
  • Seafood.
  • The classifications about people that are made based on what they wear, or the music they lsiten to.
  • The lack of individuality today.
  • Facings things that are difficult for me, yet knowing I must face them regardless.
  • Being social phobic.
  • Being sick.
  • Big parties.
  • Bugs. Especially spiders and bees.
  • Being self-conscious.
  • Biting my finger nails.
  • Judgemental people.
  • Guys who just want sex.
  • The cold you feel when you've been awake for too long.
  • Working at fast food resturaunts.
  • People who assume they know me, when they really don't.
  • Drunk drivers. They do kill people. People like Melissa and Uncle Dada.
  • When you finally fall asleep, and the phone rings, waking you up.
  • Getting into the shower, only to find there isn't any hot water left.
  • Cold waterbeds.
  • Feeling as if your life has no direction.
  • Broken promises.
  • Never feeling good enough.
  • Moving a lot. Across the country.
  • Being out with friends, who have someone. While having no one yourself.
  • Finding out that someone you believed was your friend, doesn't like you at all.
  • Watching people I care about get hurt repeatedly in unhealthy relationships.
  • Social phobia.
  • Trying to explain to someone how you are feeling, while they completely ignore you.
  • Really looking forward to something, and hoping so much that your dreams will come true, only to have it all completely shatter.
  • Finding out that what you held most dear in your life was never real to begin with.
  • Confusion. Not being able to understand anything, even yourself and your own feelings.
 
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