I'm lost in an illusion
full of love
and hope
Trying to free myself
discovering lust and betrayal
What's
the truth? What's a lie?
Everything's blurry
shapes and colors
flying by
Emotions are flowing
feeling so real, so painful
How can I
escape this madness?
Lost, confused, I'm losing my mind
I'm running
out of time
Everything I believe to hold dear
slips from my grasp
I
feel myself falling
It's a big vast darkness
make it stop!
So
dizzy, so scared, so alone...
and still falling
Will it ever stop?
I
realize there's no bottom
no strength left to fight
My destiny is to
live forever
falling forever to my death
Death, a peace that will never
reach me
Just make it stop
give me my peace
No energy left...
just
weakness and pain
Forever.
by Paige Lynn Mandera - 5/28/98