I Like/Love...

• Carrie Lynn, my daughter, I love you so much and I always will. Isn't she cute?
• *jad* I love you, thank you for everything!
• Timmy, thanks for being my best friend, I love you for it *Hug*
• strawberries, strawberry shortcake, anything that's strawberry =)
• hot sunny days
• my cat Samantha (Sam) whom I loved dearly and other cats (Sammy died summer of 97)
• the way roses smell
• the way the lilacs in my backyard look and smell
• most other flowers ;p
• all of my friends whom I love
• memories of all the good times in my life
• my family and all the support they've given me
• reading and writing poetry
• most kinds of music...
• sleeping in, in the mornings
• being up late at night
• being happy
• sitting in front of a fire on a cold winter day
• snowball fights
• Alicia and Brittany Hereema.. the two girls I baby sit for
• the color green (dark green)
• most stuffed animals
• M&M candy
• mashed potatoes and ground meat and gravy
• riding on Harley motorcycles
• watching the stars and looking for shooting stars
• rainbows
• my first dog Dixie, whom I miss and love very much
• my dogs Shadow and Ebbie..
• McDonalds food (don't ask me why ;p)
• my therapist Lynn, she's great =)
• reading almost anything
• just writing
• the book called "Lad: a dog"
• movies that are so sad they make me cry (where the red fern grows)
• *real* people
• watching lightning storms
• computers, and irc
• my irc friends (I lub yew all)
• working on my lame webpage =)
• birds
• the way it smells after it rains
• mountain dew
• sitting around a campfire out in the woods with your friends
• cuddling, and being held
• Dalmations. For some reason I think they are super cute =)
• Dolphins. They are super cute too :p
• Christmas =) It just rocks :p
• Kalob Joshua Whaley. This little guy rocks, and I love him to death (Jenny's son)
• My kitten, Lacy, that I got for Christmas of 98, from Chris =)
• dreaming... though I don't dream very often (and remember that is)
• making stained glass
• Valentines Day, when you have someone special to share it with
• dragons, and reading books including dragons
• decorating cakes.. Interesting, but true ;)
• going out with just my female friends and having tons of fun doing almost nothing ;)
• hugs, I absolutely *love* hugs =)
• people who accept me as I am, without any questions

I Dislike/Hate...

• being awake in the morning
• insensitive people who refuse to try to understand
• people who use other people
• cheating in relationships, betrayal.
• fingers on a chalkboard, or even cardboard being ripped up (gives me damn chills)
• being depressed and fighting depression
• prozac
• arguing with someone who's as stubborn as me (my mom, my grandfather)
• rumors
• 'friends' who aren't really friends
• the way teachers assume things about their students without bothering to find out the truth
• my insecurity about myself
• how boring Montana is
• how my friends are getting caught up in drugs (like crank, cocaine)
• the way my dog (Ebbie) barks at nothing for hours
• being called a slut
• learning to let go of the past
• my reputation, being considered a slut and a whore
• rape / having been raped
• abuse: physical, mental, sexual, emotional, and verbal
• really cold weather
• getting in trouble with the law and going to court
• the way they discriminate teens, assuming we shop lift, saying "one school kid in store at a time" How they *assume* we're going to do something wrong
• seafood
• social studies
• how people are classified by how they talk and the way they dress or the music they listen to
• the lack of inviduality today
• facing things that are hard for me, yet I know I must face
• being sick (and yet I almost always am)
• big parties where you hardly know anyone there
• bugs, especially spiders *Shudder*
• biting my finger nails
• guys who think that sleeping with as many girls as you can = cool
• the way guys sleep with lots of girls, they are considered cool, but if a girl sleeps with a lot of guys they are a slut. So who are these girls that the guys are sleeping with? :p
• working at fast food restaurants
• people that are totally stuck up and self centered
• people who think they know *me* when they really don't.
• people who drive drunk .. they *will* kill people (my uncle and friend Melissa are proof)
• when you *finally* fall asleep and the phone rings and wakes you up
• going to get a shower and finding out there isn't any hot water left
• cold waterbeds.. *brr*
• feeling like your life isn't going anywhere
• broken promises
• moving a lot, like across the country
• being out with friends who have someone, when you have no one, and feel alone
• finding out that someone you thought was your friend can't stand you =/
• watching my friends get hurt time and time by guys they are dependant on.
• trying to explain to someone how you feel, and being completely ignored.
• really looking forward to something, and hoping so much your dreams will come true, only to have it completely shattered.
• finding out that what you held most dear in your life was never real to begin with
• having people buy me stuff... it's a waste of money =)
• confusion and not being able to understand anything, even yourself and your feelings...

I hope you can get a more understanding of who I am by this =) Return to Paige's Page

last updated: 9/28/99